Friend X

We've been friends so long, we've been friends been since. Life without you just makes no sense. My confidant, I tell you anything in confidence. I'm confident. Speak forever. Words and actions have to make sense never. Dumb it down. Need not be clever. Its just, hey, whatever's clever. If we're together, whatever's clever. By me stand forever. My one, your 3rd. Me plus you. Reality, you know, life past fantasy. Use me. Embrace me. Be my lover. I love her. Her is you. You are her. Confused. Don't be. Just be with me.

When I look in the mirror I see me. I see past the me I am. The me I will be. I'm supposed to be. The me made by you. In conjunction with you. Co-op. Group effort. #teamus. Teamed up. Tryst. Lovers. Love us. Trust.
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Lost

[Lost]

How do I move on, knowing that you exist. How do I settle for another, when all I want is you and "this". Unyielding. I try not to fall, but stumble at every turn. Meeting you opened my eyes. Its been a life lesson, a lesson learned. Schooled. Forever on the ledge, jumping out the window. Free falling from the roof. Love is a base jump. All thrill, no security. Insecure as I fall. Am I destined to be without you. Meant to be with you. I pray the latter, realize the former. I yearn for your touch. Forever out of reach. What am I longing for, you. Stellar. My mind races at a hectic pace. My heart breaks stride. An uneven contest. Imperfect race. I breathe heavy. Stress heavy. Sweat heavy. Overflowed the levy. Out of pocket. I can't be contained. Though i'd like to be held. Held up. Put down. Rage. I feel it. Pain. I see it. Not rejection. Exception. There are no rules. Play by ear. The tune is fear. Melody, euphoric. Usually uptempo, but this is a down beat. Two step all day, can't get down with this beat. Brain tired. Soul tired. Body tired. I feel beat. You're like a drug. I'm addicted to you. All day long I dream of a hit, of you. Parting is such sweet, hmmm, nah, fuck sorrow. Parting is hell for the departed. I dread a new day, but welcome a new year. Damn. New years. Why didn't I listen. I don't want to be that guy. I guess here is where I say goodbye...

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Richnerd Tip

The presence of virtue does not infer virtuousness. Upstanding moral fiber is comprised of more than mere acts of kindness. Be fair in all walks of life for balance equates to equilibrium. Live well, be well.
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Richnerd Tip

Listening and hearing are two different things. Active listening takes practice. Sometimes you have to stop transmitting long enough to receive. If you practice selective hearing, you'll never understand what's being said. Interpret and understand the message that is there, not focus on what you want to hear. Communication is interpersonal. When it stops being so, words get lost in translation.

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3rd Banter

The words I say are psychotropic, I was high on life when they were born. Conceived in the mental, mind fucked. Thoughts came. Cranial birth. Untitled, bastard child with no name. Every day more of the same. Unborn. Many born. Torn. Forlorn. I've no clarity, that's clear to me. Smart as a whip. Dumb as a brick. Sick shit.

Infamy never a goal for me. Seems a hectic road to me. Travel well if that you seek. I shy away. A post card, don't even send me. I'm all alone. Been since. Contacts I don't contact. People lack sense common. Combat roaches and rats. Hands out, begging is a disease. When the face hits the floor challenge them to pick it up in one piece. Peace. Walk swiftly. When I make moves I do so quickly. Don't look back it'll cause you to sway forth. Teeter totter martyr.

Online, dial up, I'm waiting on line. Word account on E. I should deposit a line. I develop too much and withdraw quicker. Rite back I go. Practice makes me sicker. To keep from being focused I try to stay focused. Its just. Damn. A changed plan. Altered state. I feel violated. Mind fucked. This is date rape. But I liked it. I'd do it all again. Deja vu.

3rd man green. High self esteem. Held in high esteem. Humane in action to the fellow man. Equal action to his rib. After all, she questioned the orb. Dove right in. Red ripe flesh. Cherished it. Savored it. Condemned them. Time ticks. We made it. Game of chance. She played it.

The future in a second is now. Its always coming. Always passing. My spectacles, dual monocle's. What a spectacle. Receptive is the psyche that's receptive to other psyches.
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RichnerD Daily Tip

Lack of trying denotes failure. Trying and failing, denotes learning. Education bequeath triumph.

Luck is no substitute for hard work. Chance should not be left up to chance, because, "chance favors the prepared mind". If you want something, work for it. If you want to excel, work at it. Victories aren't given, but earned. Doing things half assed will most assuredly leave you assed out. Strive hard. Word hard. Succeed. Play hard.

Just my 3rd cents...
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RichnerD Daily Tip

This Thanksgiving I want to send out warm wishes for all. Enjoy your day, and bask in the moment with loved ones. Oh, and eat hella food people. Its a free day.

The key to optimizing your thanksgiving dinner intake, is pacing yourself. Eat to fast, your stomach expands rapidly and you get full. Too slow, and welp, boredom and the gases will get you. Sure and steady cleans the plate. Do that, and you'll be house hopping and plate gathering like a pro.

By the way, don't fill up on main courses and miss those fabulous desserts. They're a part of the dinner too. And for petes sake, stay away from the beverages. Use them to wash the food down. Don't gulp too much too early. You'll be out of the running for sure. Eat and be merry.

Just my 3rd cents. Enjoy.
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